I hope you know what this feels like….
Saturday, January 23rd, 2010Going through a dreadful dreadful time with latest set of paintings. The normal concerns still apply: shall I let go and let the painting take over? Is this one going to be merely a shallow version of the first electrifying burst of insight that inspired the first painting in this group? Is there continuity in this work? (I had a huge shock last year with a gallery in Manchester who couldn’t accept my thesis on the difference between ‘continuity’ and ‘consistency’. It was obvious that they were interested only in consistency of ‘brand’ and the easy recognition by the buyer of the artists ’style’. That depressed me enormously but also reinforced my determination to maintain my own continuity (only the artist is truly aware of what that is and indeed when the thread of continuity is broken - perhaps, when the thread breaks you know that you have finished, failed or succeeded - or indeed it could be the point at which a new horizon opens?) Anyway, these moments of paralysis pass don’t they? But it’s good to know that NEOARTISTS offers us a ’space’ in which to keep going.